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How Deep The Father’s Love For Us

We used this modern day hymn in our service this past Sunday and the lyrics were just incredible to me… the line “I hear my mocking voice call out among the scoffers” really puts an emphasis on God’s love for us. I know the song is about 10 years old at this point but still well worth reading the words below.

How deep the Father’s love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that left Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

Some Things Are Actually Worth Paying For

Some things in this world are just worth paying for, regardless if you personally think the value exchange is equal or not, and especially if it goes to help another person, or enables someone else to help another person. Being frugal is one thing, being cheap is another, not recognizing the difference between the two is akin to not acknowledging the difference between saving grace and cheap grace.

Are Counterfeit Gods Giving Me the Most Self Worth?

Last Sunday we started a series at Cornerstone called Counterfeit Gods, somewhat based on the book by Tim Keller called Counterfeit Gods: The Empty Promises of Money, Sex, and Power, and the Only Hope that Matters, in a way of examining our lives to see exactly what we put in front of God, to look at the idols we worship, other than or in addition to, God Himself. Often when we think of idols today we think about bowing down to the golden calf of the old testament, not something we do today, but our idols abound everywhere in 2011. When I started taking a closer look at this it becomes obvious that one man’s idol is another man’s gift, so to speak. Anything can be an idol. Even if it’s something inherently good, if it takes priority over the Lord, it’s out of it’s proper place.

What Makes Me Feel the Most Self Worth?

This question was on a list of ten questions we were asked to look at over the week, and this one, number six in line, was the one that poked a hole through my heart. To go along with the “self-worth” question, a series of questions was posed, like; “What am I the most proud of in my life?” and “Early on in a relationship, what do I want to make sure that people know about me?”

I have spent many years of my life trying to eliminate things within my own house that preside all over our culture, but this “self-worth” question is different than looking at something like materialism. For me, it seems like it would be easier to see if Apple has a stranglehold on your life than if your wife is more important to me than God, or if my work in ministry or photography is more important than God. The “who we are” questions that make us individuals and not clones is a fine line between obsession, knowledge, and proper place.

It’s those things in life, which drive our personality, it’s part of who we are as individuals, it’s what makes us unique among each other. Other people have skills and talents I can’t even imagine having, but I also have unique abilities, gifts from God, that I can use for His glory or my own selfishness. Reading Ephesians 2:8-10 yesterday reminded me that those gifts were not something self-made, but given to me. Apart from God there is nothing I posses, no ability I have, that is or was my own doing.

8 For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, 9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.

On a more personal note, the answer I gave to these questions in my own journal is this entry below.

On a surface level I would have to say my job, my photography, or my blog gives me my most earthly self worth but that isn’t it, it is the praise of man that goes along with those things that shames me in being proud. Lord I ask that you help me succeed in glorifying your kingdom in the gifts you have given me while not boasting in my own abilities. I can take a great image of a dogwood flower but I can’t make the flower bloom. I can use the tools given me but I can’t create the life that appears in my images.

What I am known for and what I want to be known for are two totally different things still. This is exactly what Michael Hyatt goes over in his free eBook, Creating a Life Plan. What do I want to be known for is for being an honest, upright, and faithful man of God who turned to God in every aspect of life, more and more as I mature in life and age until the day the Lord calls me home. I want to be the best husband I can possibly be, and then the earthly things that come along with being a successful photographer or having a significant impact on people with my career in ministry, however long the Lord chooses that to be.

What am I actually known for? I don’t even want to ask, but it’s the gap between what I am today and the above paragraph where the work resides.

And Then There Was Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller

So I guess I am probably the last person in the world to read Donald Miller’s Blue Like Jazz but I did finally get a chance to read it this week.  My summer semester at Liberty finally ended this week (and the fall semester doesn’t start for a week) and I have had a few days to pick up some, non-threatening read because-you-want-to, books, and the first one was Blue Like Jazz.  This book was published back in 2003 and reminded me a little of Churched by Matthew Paul Turner [jesusneedsnewpr] (which I forgot to review but should soon), and even slightly Roose’s Unlikely Disciple (also unreviewed yet), in the fact that it was autobiographical in nature.

Miller takes a self deprecating approach to his life as a Christian and, although he is not a theologian, he is as real and genuine as it gets.  He takes the philosophies of growing up as a modern evangelical, that which many of us in the southern bible belt are all too familiar with, and turns it on its head.  Miller shows us that there really are orthodox believers, [that is: those who want to hold fast to the teachings of Jesus regardless of denominational affiliations (even those of grace and love)], that live outside of the belt that runs from Texas to Alabama to South Carolina. [We really do know that Christians exist outside of the belt but sometimes we think we are the important ones (especially if you are in the buckle part of the belt) since we hold up the faith's pants.]

Jesus Was Not a Democrat or a Republican

Who knew.  One of the best reminders I took away from Blue Like Jazz is that Jesus was not a Democrat or a Republican (or a liberal or conservative for that matter).  If we truly want to follow Jesus’ teachings, we have to follow Him fully, not necessarily some party affiliation.  It doesn’t mean we shouldn’t have opinions one way or the other, but if we seriously look at what scripture says, there are certainly issues that go against (and for) both party affiliations.  Jesus taught unconditional love, something that seems almost impossible for us evangelicals to actually live out, every day.

After the first few chapters I almost put the book down thinking Miller was going to just spew a political agenda, but that was really the point.  Jesus didn’t have a political agenda during His earthly ministry, he was interested in our salvation, not our politics.  I connected with Miller because his background growing up was similar to mine, but that’s where it ended, and it was very refreshing to read a totally and completely different perspective on what it means to be a Christian, not just an evangelical.

Notables in the Text

I try never to read a book any more without a pen handy to underline and take notes with.  This book wasn’t a huge notation text but there were several things that caught my attention.  One was the story Miller told about buying an extension cord at The Home Depot in the money section.  That story was worth buying the book right there.  Others that caught my eye were:

  1. many of the students hated the very idea of God, and yet they cared about people more than I did
  2. [Jesus] didn’t show partiality, which every human does… and neither should we
  3. the tricky thing about life, really, [is] that the things we want most will kill us
  4. the undercurrent running through culture is not giving people value based upon what they believe and what they are doing to aid society… [it] is deciding their value based upon whether or not they are cool
  5. what I believe is not what I say I believe; what I believe is what I do
  6. no drug is so powerful as the drug of self-[addiction]

There were many more but that is a good start.  Blue Like Jazz is certainly well worth the time, and if you grew up in the southern bible belt surrounded by the evangelical machine it is a must read.  I am now looking forward to reading some of Miller’s other books as well.  Next up is Wild Goose Chase by Mark Batterson, but this one will be read on the beaches of North Carolina (yeah), so it might take a little longer to finish.

How to Tell a Story or Draw Conclusions with a Bald Eagle Photo

An American Icon the Bald Eagle

A friend of mine asked me yesterday “what is your favorite photo you have ever taken”. When I couldn’t answer that question, he asked me about my favorite series of photos.  That was an easier question but one I still really couldn’t answer.  In a way, both are almost impossible questions to answer, much like the question I get once in a while “what is your favorite place geographically”. I like different locations for different reasons, and some I prefer over others, but not one single place that says, come here forever and you will be happy. That is like trying to pick one photo or one series out of a decade of images.

One photo may speak a 1,000 words as the saying goes, but it doesn’t tell an extensive story.  You can take a single image and tell a story, but if you see a sequence or completed album often it can tell a completely different story all together, perhaps one the photographer is specifically trying to portray.  Where one photo is a sliver in history, at least a sequence of photos gives you a time line to look at.

Some musicians do not release singles but prefer only to release an entire album, because the album tells a story.  Pink Floyd was great at this, but Garth Brooks has said many times that he has refused to sell singles on iTunes because he compiles an album to be just that, a complete work that tells a story that would be incomplete when you listen to one single song, or the songs out-of-order.

Photography, to me, is much like the music example above.  Photographers will often take a series of photos to tell a story, a sequence of history to show how he or she sees an event, people, or places that the photographer was involved with at some level, even if that was just to observe.

What is the Story of the Bald Eagle

So, what does this image tell us, what story does it tell.  It is an American icon, a Bald Eagle.  Do you think of majestic places, cold Alaska wilderness, some government endangered species list or something green like that?

By itself, it is a nice shot of a beautiful bird, but it doesn’t tell a story like it would if you looked at the sequence of photographs taken before and after the bald eagle image.  To see the entire shoot, go to the bald eagle gallery and see how he fits into the story of the image above, but, once you open the gallery, don’t just go, oh yeah, figures, click on the slideshow if you are so inclined (upper right), and watch the story in order (it is a rare one this year) in its entity as it was written by the artist.

What Conclusions Do We Make with People

If you made it this far you may be wondering what’s the point.  Who cares anyway besides the photographer or musician… well… I think this bleeds over into our daily lives.  How often do we look at a piece of the story and come to some conclusion?   How often do we look at a person not in our own circle and make some conclusion based on our one single snap shot of their lives?  How about those within our circle?

I think in our culture of today’s sound bite mentality we no longer have the ability to absorb and understand the whole story.  We don’t have the time, nor do we care, we just come to some conclusion, right or wrong, and move on.  This is the same with friends, co-workers, acquaintances, or just those passing by on the street.  We are so busy that we only have time to take a snap shot of the things that pass through our life and then forget about it and move on.

I had a conversation with a friend of mine this morning and I finally told him to just come to a conclusion and move on and he said “I don’t operate like that”.  It made me think about how often we do this, just for the sake of time.  It isn’t always important to know the entire story (sometimes knowing all is quite bad once we get all the facts), but taking the time to at least look at the gallery the artist put together might bring us to another conclusion.

This post could go in a thousand directions from here, but it was really a segway to my next post, Alabama Rural Ministries Make a Difference Day // Photos, and making this the intro to that post all on one page would be incredibly hard on the eyes.  But I will leave you with this series of questions… do we look at something from the outside and make conclusions without knowing the entire story?  Do we judge people in this fashion?  Do we conclude the worth of someone based on these snapshots?

John 4:7 When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, “Will you give me a drink?” 8 (His disciples had gone into the town to buy food.) 9 The Samaritan woman said to him, “You are a Jew and I am a Samaritan woman. How can you ask me for a drink?” (For Jews do not associate with Samaritans.)

Stay tuned for part 2….

Encounter Intensifies as Reality of Faith in a Savior is Made Real

Last night, Encounter was intense to say the least.  It was hard hitting truth and was very powerful.  I can’t speak for last year, but this week was probably the most intense gathering this year, and many students were moved by the events of the evening.  To me, it seemed like a very vertical night, lifting straight up to God the few hours of worship, study, and music.  It was that way with the photos I took last night as well.

For some reason I took a good percentage of vertical images last night and in keeping with the theme, all the images below are vertically oriented this time.  To see the entire shoot from last night please visit the Grace Campus Ministry with Encounter gallery [the full set of images should be uploaded by 12-1pm today].  On a side note, I did finally get to meet an online friend of mine, Stephen DeVries, who had just returned from a documentary trip to Haiti.  It was great to meet you Stephen, I hope we can get together again real soon.

So what made last night more intense than other nights?  I think it was just the atmosphere of the week.  Grace showed a moving video about a boy named Eliot (see Creative Chaos 28 // Dear Eliot Video, 99 Balloons, and Brave Parents), and half the people in the room were moved to tears.  After some scripture, Matt Dean (seen below) told the story and testimony of Cindy Wall who passed away on Wednesday.  Cindy worked in the Auburn Athletics department as a trainer for 17 years, and it wasn’t until Matt started telling the story again did I realize that some on campus probably knew who she was, but may not have known the whole story.  I took the image above of Matt speaking about her life’s most wonderful testimony.

Encounter Live from Auburn University

Encounter Live from Auburn University

Encounter Live from Auburn University

Encounter Live from Auburn University

Encounter Live from Auburn University

The image you see on the screen in the upper left was one I took the night of her baptism.  She has such pure joy on her face, and I had seen the photo many times before, yet it wasn’t until I looked at the image on the screen and heard the reaction from the students that it hit me.  She was here and gone in my life in a blink of an eye and her life was now a testimony of faith to these students, who were now grieving.

Life is not always fun and games (although I try to make it that way) and there are needed nights like this to show real examples of living faith, to students who may not have a direction or a faith in Jesus.  The difference in life and death, and the faith, hope, and love of Jesus could be found and felt last night.  It had nothing to do with the video, the photo, the music, or the people involved, but the presence of the Lord in the house.

This is What Passion for the Lord Looks Like in Auburn

Two quick images from Encounter performing live with Grace Campus Ministries from the campus of Auburn University.  I really think passion breads passion and this is a very quick, small example of what is going on in Auburn, at least on Thursday nights.  Campus Crusade for Christ was also on the Auburn campus last night (along with all the ongoing football hoopla, so it was a real busy place) and I am sure that was a big event as well. More photos to come next week, but here are two off the top.

Encounter Live from Auburn University

Encounter Live from Auburn University

Grace Without Change is Just an Escape from Responsibility

This past Sunday was the last part of the “money” series at our church. I was so surprised with this series. It was informative, scriptural, and not the same typical money sermon series I was expecting and use to. The opening music from Worship Journey was something unique and different each week, like Pink Floyd’s “Money”, and the Beetles “Can’t Buy Me Love”.

Part of the message this Sunday was about God’s grace. The grace He has given us to make mistakes, learn from them, and move on. A quote that really caught my attention was:

Grace without change is just an escape from responsibility

I think that is a great way to put it. It doesn’t mean we can just keep living these same mistakes continuously without true repentance and change, sometimes we do need to make lifestyle or lifelong changes first. There are some of us who have made these changes long ago, but still struggle with the reasons. This is a great reminder of the freedom in God’s love, and the grace He has given to us all.

This series was a very refreshing look at one of the most talked about subjects in the Bible, money. I would encourage anyone who is interested to listen to the podcasts and see for themselves. Thanks Cornerstone.